Communication 30
Dear ФОТАВИ,
For ‘all-the-world-to-review’ . . . your position revealed:
“Я бы сказала о монументальности, грандиозности некоторых сюжетов. А назвала бы – “нефильтрованный реал”. На мой взгляд, красота – это все-таки другое: лучшее, чистое, избранное, заставляющее трепетать и поражаться. Можно найти красоту во всем, но всё скопом – не есть красота. Имхо.”
As ‘I’ have gathered . . . unless THAT (which you have defined in terms of ‘beauty’) appears before your perceptual grid or cognitive processes as THAT which serves out the criteria of the conditions you have placed on THAT (it needs be “better, clean, selected . . .make it necessary to quiver and be surprised”) it becomes for you a “heap” which you have further defined as “not beauty”.
‘I’ got it!!! YOU ARE ONLY INTERESTED IN ‘PRODUCTS’ . . . NOT PROCESSES . . . and in that case, ‘I’ am certain to disappoint you.
Perhaps . . . ‘I’ may have been instrumental with regards to strumming you into a quiver after all . . . albiet it with disgust rather than surprise.
Besides, my dear ФОТАВИ . . . ‘peep-holes’ are all a heap: a ‘heap’ of conditioning which extends itself back for ‘oh-so-many-ages’.
And yet . . . ‘I’ find radiant beauty tucked away within each and every ‘pile-of-conditioning’.
All is in process. Hence, alive!!! AND THAT WHICH IS ‘PRODUCT’ IS FINISHED (emphasis granted . . . yelling ‘I’ am not). That which is ‘product’ has simply satisfied the criteria of an objective. It is no longer THAT which you say “quivers”. Hence, it is dead, inspite of who pick it up and shakes it.
‘I’ am an eternal process, and as such ‘I’ will never achieve the status of a ‘product’.
‘Me’ was a product (a product of parental conditioning, educational conditioning, religious and political conditioning . . . ). And all conditioning has an objective: a goal to which must be arrived upon to satisfy the means to an end.
‘I’ have no goal to reach because to reach a goal would mean ‘I’ am finished. ‘I’ am over! What more is there to accomplish if ‘I’ were to say: “I’ have reached the goal. Now there is no point to go any further. ‘I’ may as well lay down and make ready to become the soil of Earth.
Death is not what ‘I’ desire for Self. Self is an eternal process.
Therefore . . . ‘I’ say unto you my dear ФОТАВИ . . . if you see the ‘heap’ yet cannot see the beauty, ‘I’ can assure you: You have yet to truly ‘see’.
Beauty is everywhere to be seen . . . especially in the ‘heap’. Keep looking….
And . . . Thank you for sharing what you (more than likely) considered a poetic resolve!!! ‘I’ fully Understand your positioning, and ‘I’ am most grateful for your comment.
(English Translation of comment courteousy of Yahoo Babel: I would speak about monumentality, grandeur of some subjects. But would name – ” unfiltered [real]“. In my view, beauty – this nevertheless other: are better, clean, selected, that makes it necessary to quiver and to be surprised. It is possible to find beauty in everything, but all in a heap – is not beauty. [Imkho]. Я бы сказала о монументальности, грандиозности некоторых сюжетов. А назвала бы – “нефильтрованный реал”. На мой взгляд, красота – это все-таки другое: лучшее, чистое, избранное, заставляющее трепетать и поражаться. Можно найти красоту во всем, но всё скопом – не есть красота. Имхо.
